Ungrateful

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Just think how happy you would be if u lost everything u have right now,
and then got it back again.
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31st March, wednesday

Mood swings. Mum's b-day. How old is she? Dad bought Green tea cake. He asked what cake i wanted to eat. And so that was it. Mum has everything to say about it. She has everything to say abt averything. So even if we bought her the world there's no way she'd be happy. Would it be this way for me. Why did he ask me if its her cake. Coz my parent's system is mal-functioning. Adults. Men. Women. Birthdays.

Brother went to the art museum. I would really like the idea. Abstract art, semi abstract art, expressionism. They say that pple who perfect art adopts an outsider's perspective of the world. They r not the daily u and me. Detachment is key. They capture what u dun c. What the stupid u dun c. =)

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1st April

Butterfly effect.
U ever thought about it? The truth is this. You're probably in the best place in your life that u could ever be. Even if u did manage to change sth u were not satisfied with. Life would never be perfect ultimately. Not perfect enough. Not for u at least. You're here so just enjoy the rest of the journey.

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2nd April

There's sth called blessing in disguise. We found an fyp tutor who's a million times a better person than that bitch was. Mr Jeff Kennedy. =)

2 quizes later i'm still me. There's little time to breathe. 2 quizes to come. Another free rider. Jerk. Asshole. I want an epidemic to swip them all.

Passion of the christ. Ought to love our enemies. Would spent a life time creating passion in me. But i actually sobbed for him. Jesus...

The inability to pick myself up when down almost makes me handicapped.
Ofcoz I still believe u learn so much when u r really upset over something. But not when ur upset over nothing. But when shit manages to get u down like it does to me... I pray u haf the strength to ignore the shit.