I'M oNLy HaPPy WheN iT RaInS

i wonder if anyone was waiting for me to update my blog... its become like somwhat of an obligation. I mean i wanna write, but i also wanna make a difference to any one who reads it, wanna make sure it was worth their time...

But well, thats not good writing i guess. One writes best when is not worried about who will read it or what they will think about it. i guess its the difference with having a diary. I mean the rational is so much simplier. You write it to release urself..at least i do, but when i blog i guess its different. But this shall be the last time i'm saying this.

But lest some people declares this site dormant i reckon i should update a little, u know... be involved....be here.

Its been raining non-stop here today. I wonder if it is so at ur side. What do u feel when it rains? At first it felt fine. Like at least it wasnt hot or humid... and then it was damp.... it soaked my shoes and socks. And then the raindrops were like lullaby, they put me in a trance while in class.

Things have been more than crazy. Despite being estatic abt the holiday break, i ended up not doing anything i wanted to. Din catch up with anyone. Din catch up with work. Din watch any movies. Did come to school alot though. Did try to discuss projects. Did went to swim. Did read half of a book.

Now that paragraph is boring. You c what i mean, i'm just regurgitating events. Aye... but can u even blame me! I guess i have so much work to be done it impedes my thinking. Am not even thinking.

OOoooooo we did a little garang guni shit for LOVEBITES last sunday. =) roomie did it for like 8 hours or so and her knuckles hurt. AND AND AND. She started a blog. HA who would haf thought. Demure-cool-writing-is-a-waste-of-my-time roomie has started a blog. =) haha we'll do some publicity when its cool....

So this blog thing, i guess its in somehow, maybe a way to keep in touch eh? To be a part of ur fren's lives even when u r not so part of it... i dunno. But my frens NEVER visit my blog. I reckon they think its a lame thing and that i'd get over this soon enough. Alrite i will... But not yet.

OOOoooooo and so i din get shortlisted for the two interviews i went for. So now u c that honestly only brings u no where and the secret is to boot lick and say what pple wanna hear. At least u gain credit by trying. So dun say i din tell u that. Am not upset abt it though. It was their lost.

OK thats all folks... c how commercialized this is.

I'M onLY happy when it rains, I'm only happy when its complicated.

p/s there r fucking alot of mosquitoes now that its raining. Damn the lizards who r supposed to prey!!!!!!