Monday. School. Blue. Light Blue.

Just got woken by a call. Heh. Its better to wake up to a voice than to an alarm. Am not a good conversatonalist. Not when I'm awake, not when I just woke.

So it's school now eh!~ You just get used to that take-it-easy mode and then vOOOsh School starts and then u get in gear. Suffered from serious worrying. Worry. worry. worry. Sin. Sin. Sin. Apparently when u worry, doubt, feel bad abt urself, u SIN. uh huh. Take that.

I gotta leave my house soon which means i gotta rush this.

Monday. Monday = go-and-die day. heh my friend said that. Coz its the most packed day man. 7 hours straight of lessons? No lunch break.

1030-1230am
So my morning started pretty bad. Coz I dunno. Dun haf a good feeling abt this subject with this class with that tutor. He intimidates me. He makes me feel like an ant. So whenever i say sth in claSS i shrink. Ya know. Yeah. Not an ego boosting tutor. And it hits me that I must make my tutee feel so small sometimes. Mental note to change that. Group dynamics is pretty sucky too man. I mean. Dun wanna say it here coz I'm trying to accept the fact that some pple are just. Not like me. Yeah. =)

1230-230pm
Ooooooo enters new class, familar faces!~ Whoo hoo and compares time table.

"Oh ur monday is a can-die-day too!~ " says my amusing fren.

"Yeah!~ but I revive on tuesdays and fridays coz i have no school!~ "

Its cool la my timetable. Die and reborn. How cool is that!~ yeah but the indian (leenu - Indians are a lil weird) tutor split us into random groups. I get into another group where..well there's just one pretty cool guy, and some gurls who are once again... not like me. Yeah. =) Cool nonetheless.

230-430pm
Rushes to lecture in superb speed and grabs pie apple. I mean apple pie for me and adel. (adel sucks) She made me eat apple pie for lunch!?~? I felt lardy. (means lard infused) Adel, next week I am packing -RICE- into the lect hall man. Ok maybe not huh. Talks to Jun Lynn and Zhe xuan to complain abt pain infused life. Felt recharged after that.

430-530pm
Met my sec sch friends along my way to last class. They were still cheerful and stuff. Despite the fact that we ought not to be. For we have grown up and sorrow has become our lives. Ok pardon me. They asked if I wanna go back Crescent to eat. Heh. Just might. Miss food there. Miss yellow uniforms.

So my first lit tutorial and the teacher is balding and aint too handsome. Thats not my point ofcoz. Coz he is ang mor and when he spoke I forgot my first thought. Had a discussion abt a short story. Notice that the class is filled with gurls. Only one guy. I cringe at some of the things fellow tutorial mates say. How can they be so ...not like me!~ ha okie Seriously. I felt the smartest here. Despite my head being quite heavy after 6 hours of lessons. The entire day of doing bullshit and finally something I like. =) I've gotta learn how to listen to pple's point of view in a mature fashion though.

On the way home I saw a gurl. Or rather I was trying to see if he was a gurl. I know it sucks to stare but i kept looking until i could ascertain it was a she. Guy clothes. Guy bag. But there. Slender fingers and toes. A girl. Pleased with my affirmation, I went home. Tired but definitely fulfilled.

Am gonna make it a point not to make tuition kid feel small. Ever.