GUyS

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It's empty. Bare like no one else's.
It's hollow. Right deep into the shell.
U know, I'm scared, scared as hell.
But u still can't tell. I won't say it to anyone else.
I'd scream and ask for help. But no. I don't want your help.
So I hide it like everyone else.
Pray, please find me soon.
Take me under your wings.
Tell me it's filled.
Tell me that I could ask and never be refused...
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Wrote that last night. On my phone.

U know, its much easier to feel that life is moving on when u write it. Blog it. MAybe its just for me but when it's not down on paper I tend to forget what I did. What happened. And that scares me...Dun wanna live a life with nothing. I know u say there are memories. But memories are distorted. After a while u change details subconsciously, so that they'd be like how u want them to be...

MOnDaY was cool. Went cycling with HuiLing and then we watched Brotherhood...was shiok coz the last time I cried was for Brad Pitt in Troy. Lalala..but the same damn questions went thru my mind...everytime I watch a war related movie. U know those GP questions like is war ever justified....And I was thinking...if there was no man in the world, only women. Will there ever be war? Bro thinks so. But he couldnt back it up. I think there wont be. Women won't fight to die. Or will we.

So we went town and I saw Adel's friend sitting comfortably with a gal at Lips. And thing is he told Adel he was going out with is mum?!~ Hmm...unless his mum has long shiny rebonded hair and looks 16? Yeah...=) GUys rock.

Then Huiling & I bought a series of things. Bought sth for Jo..think she'll like it. And it was cool coz Huiling has the heeren card so we went ard accumulating points and getting discounts. Love my RoXy top?!~ And yeah... Retail therapy laR.
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TUeSday. Which is tdy we went to play badminton at my house with Lets see...Adel(miss portugal) and STeven(mR must-win), RonaLd(Adel's bf), and another guy I forgot his name? Lets call him Mr Player. Coz he obviously was the best player. So..I dunno the guys well la. And i kinda hate playing with strangers coz I cant fool ard and be myself. So the game started and two of the guys were ex-badminton players so its like..ok now who serves?!~Must change place?!~? BLeah. HAte that. And I get pissed with guys who are competitive. I mean...its ok if ur competitive but dun ask me to be? Coz i'm not. At least not when i'm playing leisurely...BleaH. So i got used to it... RonaLd smacking at me and stuff. But I think I had some good shots too..which he couldnt catch coz he cant run(but he can slide).

So, I was really impressed with Mr Player coz he handles his racket real well..just like a cook with the frying pan. It was amazing to watch. And though he din always get the shots he din make a big fuss out of it. ANd the best thing abt him was that he din think women were weak. weLL maybe he did but he definitely din show it. Like u know. SOme guys are forever sayin--ok..shall not smack u incase u cry, won't give u low balls incase u cant get it. Like damn it?!~ Just gimme any ball u want?
Just give us credit when credit's due...

Hmm....so thats feminism for ya. I got to know that Mr Player is one yr older than me and is getting married. Baby's due at the end of the year. =)

p/s:Thanks for the photoframe and earrings Adel!~ U should go Bangkok more!~ Just remember to tell me abt it!~ hahaha next time i shall go with u. And one more thing..I know I dun show it at all but I think ur man rocks. =P