I DoN'T bELieve iN manY thINGs bUT iN u I dO
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Ever wondered how ur life looks like in someone else's eyes?
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Hey been a week man whats up. OC just ended. Ryan's hurt man. U ever been in a place where u think u cant possibly screw it up more coz its real screwed? Once. Twice. Somehow its a threshold, u recall it to find strength in urself. At the lowest of ur low, u managed to survive.
But there's no stop button to shit that comes. In a way stimes u feel u ought to be prepared. Like gosh i cant be too relaxed and chill, theres got to be some way to be alert and prevent lousy stuff from occuring. But then thats tiring. Feel like ur living it on the edge. Ur so scared to fall u must as well just fall off... would it make a difference if u knew the exact time u r gonna fall?
I saw this old man tdy on the train tdy with my fren, he looks frail and sick....there were these MRT pple guards whatever u call them in uniform surrounding him. and then one of them just accompanied him on the train. And i saw him again ltr at my station at my house. Two different times there. Maybe he has no money to travel. Maybe he was sick and needed a ride. I wonder how he survives u know. U ever saw someone and felt sypathy and with that came absolute gratefulness of how u have the things u have in ur life? And i dunno how it goes but did god make these imperfections to the extreme to make us realise whats truely impt in a life? What is impt to him...Same humans, same world, so different lives.
When the end comes, and it sure does, what matters to me now and what i cared abt will be so out of place i wouldnt believe it myself.
Now...u dun know me like i want u to if u think i am writing this coz of stress or depression. Come on. Give me a break.
Guess what i really wanna tell myself is ...
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Ever felt that sudden joy in ur lungs u need to do sth to make it last.
And did it ever occur to u that theres no way u can make it happen again unless u keep experiencing pain
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