November 19, 2004

My salvation lies in ur love

Who believes that. Hands up. Not you. Please don't. If u still do then stop reading this. Right now.

Okie still reading? Ok maybe I did believe in that. After I watched Love Actually...And every other time I cry over sappy movies. But aye. Wartearver.

$10++ Crystal Jade Lunch
$10 4 VCDs
$10++ karaoke

So my exams ended. Duh. So I knew that the thing I will feel wont last before I experienced that momentary tinge of freedom or happiness. If u would call it as that. Which isnt exactly that. Coz how can happiness come only after every exam. Its external once again. DAMN EXTERNALITIES. Ok not complaining. Exams ending is a good thing.

I enjoyed myself la. At the karaoke. I think its a matter of surrounding urself with positive pple with positive thoughts and unselfish minds. And ofcoz do away with any form of skepticism. Maybe I just enjoyed listening to my voice. And learning some chinese. I sung some chinese songs I learned in sec school and I'm surprised I still know my stuff.

OOoooooo so Taufik got in. Man wasted my votes. Was trying to neutralize Adel's la. She voted like 6 times for Sly? She is an ah lian. hey babe. I'm sorry I have to say this. Ha. taufik rocks. Aint it exciting. I am proud of my singapore idol. I am!~ yeah man. Another thing to make life worth living.

I totally forgot my aim of the entry? yeah. Damn. Do not msn when ur blogging. Yeah.

My salvation lies in myself.

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2nd day of freedom

I watched just married today and I so like Kutcher...especially after the butterfly effect I think =) So it taught me one thing or another. That u stick through the rough days with a person and thats what leads u to another happy moment. If u bail out then ur left with sad moments. How true is that. Eh?

I wish I had a car to drive sometimes. Ok just tdy. Coz I was carrying 8 books from the library and I had to walk to the MRT and back. And the books were mostly hard cover. Damn. But I found the new book by Helen Fielding!~ heh heh Ace. And u know what. I have spread the Morrie's spirit to another person. Jun xian. =) He finished the book last night. He is officially a better man just coz of that. Not that he aint a good one already. Hehz.

Last night I was talking to chew's brother and he asked me aBT the lyrics to this song - Not for all the love in the world by The Thrills. And I surprised myself coz I could come up with an interpretation of what they were trying to say in the lyrics. Looks like I put my lit module into good use. And I so wanna teach that. Sometime. Someplace. Meanwhile I'm gonna do my auditing stuns first and see how short they last. Interviews coming right up.

I'm having problems with my comments shit. So I cant reply comments but it made me feel a lil loved. U know. Comments. That ur problems are being related to and they are small and universal in a way...Thanks all. hey Jo. If u read this I think ur sis is a little more pretty to look at, at least. Ha. And. I'll really wanna kill my bro after he scolded me jibye last last night but he has what u call muscles. So even if I wanted I cant do him physical harm. Which is a sad thought. Ha. But u sharing my sentiments to a certain extent makes me feel a lil more human. Thanks babe. I know ur mugging and probably a lil drained but I'll pass u my strength and luck for now!~ =)

And so May is extending her stay in canada. U go gurl. Sometimes it only goes to show how little sense ur life makes. Like just one person. Can take u away. Can render the previous life u lead meaningless. Like this one person can make all the other persons u knew fade away. Duncha think. So if u've been hurt, all it takes is for another special someone to come along and sweep u away. Its a cycle man. And all u have to do is to wait.


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