Christmas Eve

It's this blog's virgin Christmas Eve. It's my 21st. I woke up early without an agenda. Just that Mich wanted to pass me my present.

So I had my breakfast with papers...
Then I looked to the sky and it din look too bright for a swim...
So I took out my Elmo carpet and treated it as my Yoga mat
I started to repeat all the exercises I learnt on wednesdays
And just as I was working out a sweat the sun was back
So I rushed down to the almost empty pool

The sun was scorching hot but when ur in the water, it freezes ur butt...
After that I was walking home.. had a missed call so called Mich back...not meeting her tdy...
At the corner of my eye there was a handicap pushing his wheelchair up the pathway...
I walked along...
And then....why din I help him push his wheelchair?
He could do it and did manage it just fine, yes.But the pathway was slightly up-sloped..
I could have offered. I just didn't.

I opened my letter box and saw what I was expecting...
Opened the envelop and there was the smallest one this year.
"Thought of passing u this card personally in school, but realised that this is a slightly cooler way. And I wanna be cool that's why..."
"It has been great knowing you. You are always urself."
I did a little laugh as I went up the steps....
Adel, you're the one who lets me be myself. =)

So my brother fell at his volleyball training. Ha. I came home to him sitting there with blots of blood at each knee...
My mum tells him not to play ball again, painful that he's in that state.
Who the hell stops playing coz they fell?
If ever I become a parent, I hope I'm not ridiculous.
We eat lunch and watch Gundam Seed together.
I teared a lil when Kira came back to help in the war. Others thought he was dead.

Then I went to nap and had a few weird short dreams.
You know how some short stories have no beginning or end but hits u somewhat?
My dreams were as such.

I woke up to Mark Richmond on class 95. He rocks.
And then Mich msges me. V hurts her again, scolded her for giving presents to her family members. Man....
Oh come on V, its X mas. Loosen up and live with a bigger heart.
Told Mich that V's heart is now still pretty small and badly squashed.
She can't feel anything beyond herself, thats why she says silly things.
Don't blame her. I do that all the time.
Just have to wait till her heart expands and becomes generous.

Last christmas was LOve ACtually year
This time I watched PoLaR ExPress...
This year I learn to always believe.
Believe in magic, believe in life, believe in me, believe in others
Then you can hear the angels sing the anthem
Then you can hear the siegh bells ring their tune
Then you can say that ur stockings have been filled....

JoLLy X'MaS. =P