Tell me.

That night on X mas May called. She felt like talking to me. Flattering, really.

"I think you've become needy. You know, u're now number 3 on my Coolest friends list. You used to be on top of it. You need to do sth abt it."

I guess you get needy when u grow older. You need some sort of emotional attachment to someone. Something. For whatever reason. The need to be desired, and the desire to be needed.

Your friends get attached to some guy, gets both heart and head stolen. Becomes strangely devoted to performing wifely duties to perfection. She left u behind. She doesnt even realise. So u become ----- Needy.

She tells me I dont have time for her. She tells me I am always busy.

I forgot to tell her that I'm sorry.
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On saturday she tells me she broke up with Jules. Uhmmmm....
That she wish the tsunami hit us. mmmmm....
I told her I dont feel anything when I look at the pictures.
She laughs and says me too.

She tells me the high she gets from cigarettes last for abt 3 hours
That all her friends are either crooked or confused (No mich, she says she wont introduce them to you.)
That her new yr resolution is to forget Jules.

"You can't put it as that.You don't need to remind yourself the need to forget. You make resolutions abt urself. Not about others."

She tells me she wants to stop procrastinating. She needs to go get a job.
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I saw Veron that same day. I really didnt know what to say. I really couldnt ask her anything dumber. How r u? She asked me another dumb thing. How is mich? O u two dumb idiots. Its killing me, and its not even my business.
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Chew tells me she thinks Xiao wei is quite poor thing sometimes, coz her friend Zhiling is attached. She doesnt have as much company.

"What about me? You're attached."

"But you have many girl friends what!"

"Yeah..I do."
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My bro tells me he met someone real interesting online. The way he speaks intrigues him.

"It's a he?"

"Uhuh."

For a moment I thought he was gonna reveal that he's gay.

"He has a very cute sister and lots of cute friends."

"Oh...is that what it is...."