You won't even know its about you

Is it just me or is it you?

Zx told May that she's so happy in Canada she wanna extend her stay, it feels like Crescent time again. An e-mail.

If I were to leave here and move to some place swelling....those people who means sth to me here....Will they mean sth much less? I dunno. I guess. It makes me think if it were mere circumstances that brought me to you. And when the circumstances no longer binds me, I dun feel the need to have u with me anymore. Lucky for u I'm extremely sentimental and ur value shall never decline.

But mine have. I believe. No e mails. Nothing. I hate to be disappointed. Once you make me feel that way its hard to win me back. I don't give remedial lessons.
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Jo, thanks for the voucher. Should have thanked u early. Those pple whom I brought there for the first time? Ha they were impressed. =P But yeah...I like the cuppage one better! ANd I kinda decided I should stop eating it for like another 2 years. =) And I was reading something u wrote to me on my 17th b-day. I cannot imagine I was once 17. ( Tdy at the Natas fair the travel agent thought I was like 16.) Anyhow. I din think I appreciated it much then? I read it but I din really know what they meant. ANyhow, I just wanna thank you for being you. =) You rock my world in the most subtle ways. ha

OKie. That must have been irritating for anyone who isn't Jo. I'm just in this I-cannot-sleep-mood. I dunno if I told u but I'm forbidden from talking after 11pm. I have to sedate myself. Otherwise its highly likely I can't sleep for the whole night. If u think me ridiculous than shame on u. I hate it when I tell u stuff and u give me that look. Stop it already.

We went to some Garden in Secret tdy. Well...to me it wasnt really a secret coz there were other garden go-ers who were there. They were a sophisicated bunch. It makes me feel slightly privileged to be in that same garden. Only the food was kinda meagre in size. But the strawberry cheesecake is a must try! Like seriously. I know my credibility is unusually low but trust me on this one. Yeah why is my credibility low? Why doesnt anyone have faith in what I'm trying to say no more. Damn it.

Oh and Jo? My fren lend me this book: The unbearable lightness of living. I so want you to read it and tell me what u think so that I can start a book club or sth. =P I know u've got loads of litigation shit to read though...=(

And yea. Would u rather be Julia Roberts or Natalie Portman? I think u'd prolly choose the latter right? Right? Coz I so wanna be Julia Roberts now. I dunno why.. We need to have a full discussion on this k? Remind me.

I am going to Sydney and Melbourne. I am worried that when I get on the flight I might feel so liberated I shall cry. And Adel won't be able to comprehend. The fact that I havent been on a plane in my life.

I wished ur meaning was the same as mine.