Friday

Its been 7 days since I last let u read me. It feels kinda distant already. I dunno. U know what I mean? Like its weird to begin to share my life with u again. Its like I'm back to talking to myself, or rather attempting to connect with u and hope u get me. Nah, I'm scared to death that u'll get me.

Anyways thanks for readin' me. I've said before that u know, individually our lives are meaningless, and the only way for it to mean sth is for you to share it. And I realised that u give me just that opportunity when u attempt to read this. So yea. I appreciate it. Thanks for letting me share me.

You know how sometimes u read someone's blog, whether it's a close friend or an ex-friend or an old friend...and after u read their entry u suddenly feel detached and so distant from them. Like ur sad or sth, that ur not part of their current life, or that u're not at the place that u think they've arrived at. Like they left u behind. Whatever the case, I just wanna let u know that I dun want that for my blog. Yea. Whatever happens... don't be a stranger to me. Unless ofcoz, u've never known me.

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I've been bumming ard I guess. I just closed a chapter of my life. Thats the schooling portion. And I realised when we've got nothing to do on a daily basis we get bored. ok. thats saying the obvious. But yeah, what I'm saying is that we dun know what to do with ourselves or our live if we have no school or work. Its frightening how school/work defines us so much.

I got followed by this smelly semi-insane guy on Monday when I went to swim...that was kinda scary. I've been job huntin. I went to this company that is managed by punks, got interviwed by someone younger, and then I kinda fled. I will be working at robinsons for 8 days. I queued 3 hours for that interview. My uniform sucks. I dunno how I'd survive standing 12 hours a day but I will. I met someone who's interesting enuff to be a friend. I'd be invigilating at Whitley Sec School. I've been watching Naruto with my bro. It rocks!!! Heh heh. Finally an anime that doesnt sell any form of sex. I've been frequenting the beach. I was paid 10 bucks tdy for 30 minutes of listening to an insurance advisor. Was my pleasure ofcoz. Indians never fail to impress me. (Except u Vi. -_-) I kinda hope I marry one.

I need to convert Adel to an anime fan. Heh heh.

I watched a old movie I've always wanted to watch. I dunno when it came out but I think I love it. The mirror has two faces. U watched that one? I also caught my 4th RA movie Summer storm. Was good. Opened up my eyes a lil...yeah but sometimes....

sometimes I dunno what to say anymore.