I want you

9.18 am

*msg beeps*
+6594379735 --- " Hey Zann! You're still alive?"

me --- " Eh who's dis? Duh. Am alive."

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And that was it.

I know. Who could it be? Which evil person wants the sweetest thing alive, dead?

Beats me.

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My day was swell. Seriously. Nothing can go wrong when the blue is just so blue and the sun so... Glad I made the decision to head down to da beaccch. Even though I think we lingered alil longer than I would have liked!~ I am burnt la. Mich obviously don't care a shit abt my skin condition at all!~ =(

Mich wants to be a bird la. Reasons for being a bird rather than a fish.
1. They don't say the sea's the limit.
2. Humans really consume more fish than birds that fly. Hence fishes die a more unnatural death.
3. There are stuff hidden under the sea that u really dun wanna see. Rather be with the clouds and the stars than what lies beneath.
4. Birds are nicer to touch than fishes.

Yea. Which do u wanna be? A fish or a bird? Tell me tell me.
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I dunno man. Is my blog environment like not condusive for comments? I would reckon so...considering the frequency of me telling u to piss off.

He says I've gotta learn to control my temper. Otherwise I'd have problems at work. But see...thats what u told me way way back la. Since I was young. And u're wondering why I still have friends....Its simple really...It's coz....well they dun scream obscenities at me. So I dun do it to them. And if u would do a reality check....u're the one having problems. How do u live your life without understanding that? Damn. I wish I made u understand.
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So so so!~ I had a fab time tdy la. As I was saying. One of those days when I've got no regrets. Not the chao ta face, not the sore limbs, not the heavy basket on the squeeky bike, definitely not the half priced Gelare, not the half priced sushi, not the yada abt ex-school crushes.

How many crushes have u had in ur lifetime? How many? I've had....alot la actually if u wanna count. Happens all the damn time. Mich says as long as I think u're someone I can never be....I'd like u. Hmm...true true!~

Why don't you do something!~?

Coz ee cummings said : 'Be of love (a little) more careful than everything else.'
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Song song. Recommend --- This new one called Collide. By Howie Day. Swell. Not the name of the band though.

I suddenly remembered how all the songs we used to like go straight to #1 on the music charts. Aint it Jo? =) Have decided to name u my song bud. Ho. Song Bud. Ha. Sounds lame la huh? Do u like it not?

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" Let life be filled with sensation and free of thoughts. "

I read this from a collection of poems by John Keats which I found in the lib. But damn my card reached the quota and couldnt borrow it. Did u know he died at 25 Jo?!~ How sad lar!~ Damn.

So...have u made a list of the things u're gonna do after the exams? I made one personal one la...I had this Ma'am in sec school that was like a role model to me. I adored her la... in the non crush sense. For once a senior didn't judge me based on my performance as a cadet but as a human being. We corresponded for a while but she left me somewhere along the way. But she still rocks in my memory...her spirit for living spurred me on then...and I wish I can meet her up again. So I'm gonna like hunt her down this holiday la. That'll be cool. =) Her name is Peggy Ng. heh. What a name!!~ ha. She liked this song: I'll never find someone like you. And I once dedicated it on 98.7 when I was in sec school. Chris Ho read it la. He was kind. I shall do it again!!!!!!

=)

Man I so sound 16.

Am too old for crushes.