Oo o o o o o o o

I dun wanna be anything other than what I've been tryin to be lately.

I'm tired.

Yea. What else? I've been trying to run to make myself cite.

I realized I really study better when I bring my notes to the loo as I shit.

I think libraries are really kinda cold.

I think my hair sucks and I'm prolly the only one who cares and I should just get a wig or sth.

I wanna be the ice cream uncle with that caring smile who scoops ice cream under the umbrella for primary school kids every afternoon.

I wanna be that primary school boy with his bag slung low and his hair spiked up, who looked at me with wanton abandonment. Except he wasnt eating an ice cream like everyone else. Now why wasnt he? Maybe he ate one the day before. Maybe he thinks it unhealthy. Mayhe maybe he thinks it uncool.

If I had a wish I wanna stop being me and for every single day I can swap my soul and be someone else, just to see how it's like. Maybe after that I'd be glad to just be me.

I gotta go eat. I am watching the wedding date tdy. Thats if plans doesnt flop.

Will you be my 12th gurl fren
I promise u I'll never let it end