Kingdom of heaven

Halfway through Kingdom of Heaven I decided I haven't had enough of epic movies.

No. Not the dirty disgusting unshaven faces, not the glossy black hair, not the stupid looking helmet or whatever u call it, not the blood stained swords, not the constant battling with life and death, not the galloping horses, not the fighting for what you believe in and dying for it willingly. No. Not even the most moronic reasons that pple decide to go to war for.

I still love epic movies.

Every single time. I wonder if I were to be a man and be part of the fight. Is there anything that I'd gladly lose my life for. Would I be one of those who dies even before I can raise my bow and attempt to shoot? Like those slaves or teenage boys who are coerced at the last minute to fight and then straight away dies. Or would I be the last one standing who has so much blood in my eyes I cannot see but has a heart still so alive I cannot yet die but randomly slice my sword at whoever that came to give their lives.

Every single time. No matter how cliched and unconvincing those pre-war speeches are. Every single time. I hear them strike this chord in my heart. This sth that sometimes leads to me think how I must have been there once, at that historical period of time, I must have been part of sth defining and absolute in my past lives.

Yet this movie. It didnt make me cry. Damn I wanted to.

Halfway throughout the movie adel turns to me and says:" Actually I dunno what's happening leh."

"Yeah me too."

Anyway wasnt Edward Norton acting in the flim? Where where where? See him, I did not. Eh.

And yea. At the end of it all I decided that...Orlando Bloom makes me blush.

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Holy shit. Edward Norton was the King! I knew it!~ He rocks my world.

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I drew a mind map for Adel to make sure she got Naruto and knew how serious I was influencing her to like it. =) I hope she does! And thanks a million for the shoe babe!

And oh. I bought like this sassy skirt. I need someone to bring me to some place lush so that I can wear it. Hee. Love shopping.