February 10, 2004

SoMetHinG LikE yoU

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You're someone new. Is it wrong to expect more from you. Someone said disappointments stems from expectations. So should i not expect so that u'll never disappoint. But what is it they say again. Results are derived from expectations. You get what u give. Give it all or give nothing at all. Someone tell me how it works.

What would the world be like if everyone was stuck at being afraid of getting hurt. Afraid to take that first step, afraid to show affection, afraid to love. Would everyone then remain unhurt. Would there be no broken hearts? Or would everyone just lose that chance for happiness?

I'm sorry to expect you to know how i function. I'm far better off functioning alone. Selfishly. Unwillingly. Everything's like a chore. There's not much meaning in my being. But then i found you. And i thought i finally had meaning. So i shaped my life around you. You and me, you and me. Us.

And then there were two bodies, wanting to be happy. But things weren't what they seem to be. Still... there was no meaning. Frustration. Desperation. Unwantedness. Now think, how difficult could it be? How difficult should it be? Aren't they essentially searching for the same damn thing? Did they search wrongly? Wrong person? Wrong time? Wrong expectations? Wrong nothing. I ought not to know. Someone tell me how it works.

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