Not for all the love in the world

Some days it becomes clearer than ever
I see now why you did what you did
Justify what people thought as your stupidity
I know you're rendering them insensitive

Sometimes I see
The chains of smoke you puffed
Chunks of food you stuffed
In me
The drug
The blood
I'm sorry that you're angry
They lost your fight
Inner demons, they come out at night

Some days the line gets increasingly thin
So thin the divide doesn't exist
They can't blame you for losing it
You needed it to be subdued

Nothing's wrong now
Everything's right now
So the chapter closes
And I'm here, unscathed