BREak_____DOwn

You called yesterday
To basically say
That you care for me but
That you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was OK
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise till I go home at night
Then turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry

So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I Will Survive"
Do you lash out and say
How dare you leave this way
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

Gonna break you down
Only if you let it
Everyday crazy situations rocking my mind
Trying to break me down
But I won't let it
Forget it

Been feeling like your breaking me down
Kicking me around, stressing me out
I think you better go and get out
And let me release some stress

Don't ever wanna feel no pain
Hoping for the sun but it looks like rain
Lord, I just wanna maintain

Yeah, I'm feeling pressures y'all
But nevertheless Krayzie won't fall
It's over, it's ending here

That's Mariah for ya'all. Together with Bone Thugs & harmony. I love this song. Loved it den, love it now...somehow I knew it useful. See, the thing is...even Mariah gets that. She wrote this song so she must have felt all of it. All the hurt. And she is Mariah. She is my goddess. Ok, only to a certain extent. I dun much like her boobs. I know for some of u out there...This thing have been bugging the hell out of u...for the longest time. And u have been holding your breathe, waiting for something to happen so u can kick ourself right in the face and move on already. I ask u to stop waiting. When u put ur life on hold for someone else it aint gonna happen. What u're waiting for wont come. Listen. I also know things happen for a reason. Although I'm not really the best person to say this, but things happen to everyone. And people make the best out of things. They do. Mariah wrote a song out of it. I just wish you'd stop letting it get to u. You're not making the best out of things. I hate it. To the core. Just. Just go write a poem.

Enuff said.