Come away

Me: Being upset and down is as good as being dead. When u're depressed ur world is no longer how it really is. Its just urself.

Zx: You learn from ur depression and sometimes u get stronger. So being sad is not exactly being dead. haha

I was talking to Zhexuan last night on msn. I believe it was the first time she asked me how I am. She also enlightens me about the difference between Vancouver and Victoria. Its like Singapore and Sentosa, she says. Vancouver is in Canada whereas Victoria is seperate from the main country-Cananda. Its like on Sentosa. And and she is going to Alaska by herself with a tour. And she tells me she is 7988.84 miles from Marina Square. Ha. Cool shit. She's just one of those independent pple....one of those friends who isn't always there...but knowing that she is there brings comfort to my existence.

Anyhow. I've been watching this Anime BLEACH. It takes me away. To this place that I wish u would come too. Vi, have u watched this one yet? I think I'm in love with the main character Ichigo. yeah I know what u're thinking. That I'm dumb. Me in love with something that isnt real. Something that's conjured and then drawn out. Uhuh. I'd tell u it's as real as it gets. I think if I spend more time with my bro I might become an Anime fan. Its good to know I share similar interests with a 15 yr old. O. I just realised that Ichicho is 15 too. Hur. I really have the urge to tell all my friends abt that show. But I shant. Sometimes ur frens arent ready for u yet. Sometimes u have to be patient and have faith. Yea..when u're ready to come my way? Tell me.

BTw my bro won some silver medal yesterday for the 4x100m relay. Hmm...He told me he was expecting 2 Golds. Hur hur. He was nice enuff to buy taki or tako whatever balls back for me. Sweet. He went to meet this guy online to buy some burned Anime. And apparently my bro is very smittened with this guy coz he looks gorgeous. My bro wants me to meet him. But aye... he tells me that guy has a sissy voice. And I can't stand sissy voices....PLus. No strangers.

A bus ride was how long my last crush lasted. I saw this guy coming on the 179 bus that reminded me of you. And then when I saw him get down from the bus again? Yeah...the feeling was gone. Sadness. But But But. Adel and I sat beside the Korean butch some days ago in the lab. She still does it for me.

It gets upsetting when the book u're so attached to comes to an end. I dun even wanna finish it so I'm just gonna leave it there. I was just thinking..that ultimately the reason why its so hard to be with someone is coz u're trying to find another human being with the same construed meanings as u have. Otherwise it just gets too tedious trying to explain what every single thing means to you, to them. Unless for u, ur meanings are shallow and u can incorporate their meanings in urs. I dunno. Otherwise u'd end up like my parents I guess. Their meanings are so different it hurts too much to communicate them. And they'd rather just sweep it under the carpet. Aye yai yai yai yai

So I've gotta run. That table of rice, the cheesecakes, the ice creams, the apple pie, the desserts. They are all catching up. Plus the quiZ....its catching up. Oooo I've gotta go d/l another episode of Bleach for my bro.

O O O and i forgot to thank u guys for attempting that quiz. Yeah man its hopelessly flawed. =) Well I say again that it's useless knowing stuff abt me. Whats enuff for me is that u know what u like abt me....the reason why u're my friend. That way my existence means sth to u...and that's how it all makes sense. One of my bestie thinks I dun scold fuck all the time....ha. Love her for that.

Ok man. Keep the faith you!~ =L